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03-27-2016, 02:18 PM
Dragon, I've been thinking about what to write since I read your message yesterday. Forgive me if this is rambly - my brain isn't quite right these days.
I have to admit to being guilty of checking in sometimes but rarely posting. I haven't said much about what's going on with me because I barely understand it myself. I'm either having psychotic delusions and hallucinations, or I'm experiencing something wonderful. Which that is depends on who you are talking to, and what kind of day I am having. So it's hard to put together coherent thoughts sometimes.
When I found this site, I was so relieved to find a place where people understood what it was like to be me - to live with those chronic suicidal thoughts that you may or may not act on, but they are there and are disturbing nonetheless. There aren't as many posts now as even when I first came here almost a year ago, but at the same time I still think there is value. Someone probably won't reply right away if I come here suicidal, but it does help just a little bit to know there is somewhere to post if am in that miserable place and people won't freak out on me and will very likely understand exactly how I'm feeling. I'd like to see the site keep going, but totally understand that money is a factor too.
That's my 2 cents worth (which with the current exchange rate is like 5 cents US
).
I have to admit to being guilty of checking in sometimes but rarely posting. I haven't said much about what's going on with me because I barely understand it myself. I'm either having psychotic delusions and hallucinations, or I'm experiencing something wonderful. Which that is depends on who you are talking to, and what kind of day I am having. So it's hard to put together coherent thoughts sometimes.
When I found this site, I was so relieved to find a place where people understood what it was like to be me - to live with those chronic suicidal thoughts that you may or may not act on, but they are there and are disturbing nonetheless. There aren't as many posts now as even when I first came here almost a year ago, but at the same time I still think there is value. Someone probably won't reply right away if I come here suicidal, but it does help just a little bit to know there is somewhere to post if am in that miserable place and people won't freak out on me and will very likely understand exactly how I'm feeling. I'd like to see the site keep going, but totally understand that money is a factor too.
That's my 2 cents worth (which with the current exchange rate is like 5 cents US
).
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