Just a understanding ear

[Satiny]

You know, you can always talk to us. Post somewhere. PM. Or talk in the chat (unfortunately, it's abandoned most of the time). I don't know if it's enough for you, but it's at least a possibility.
People often don't know how to deal with someone with problems. They see it, but they are too intimidated. If they knew they could save a life. A pity they don't know.
Is there a self-help group where you live? Maybe you can find an understanding RL ear out there.