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A poem - catenin - 08-24-2010 I wrote this poem a few months ago: i waited for you anxiously scared to demand your arrival but more frightened to go on without you practicing unusual patience and then after a few weeks new information a simple phone call a stupid phone call could be placed by anyone but that was all that was needed and you were on your way the authorities said “you must sign” and I knew I couldn’t so daily and unique pilgrimages home at midday to await the arrival of the note saying “you must sign” so I could make other arrangements yesterday I came  home and there was no note today I came home and there was no note but you were there unsigned for but present anyway immediately I felt a weight lifted a quickening of excitement at the prospect of release a small bottle lightweight filled with peace an exit in a bottle a vial of letting go a way to stop this tired heart beating a request for a desert island by my beloved but you are for me and now it doesn’t matter i don’t know why I still care about anything mere habit the force of a lifetime of being responsible maybe ensuring that I have the freedom to act when the time comes nothing matters i can live with freedom knowing that the door is always there you will be there to carry me to let the pain end to stop the tears to let me go my treasure my insurance thank you Also, if you'll indulge me, I got mad at all those "helpful" people in the world and made a website basically telling them off for being idiots:  www.hownottohelpasuicidalperson.webs.com  First it was just informational, but then I saw I could make a cafe press store, and came up with a couple of kind of funny tshirts.  I'm not trying to sell them, I just thought people here might appreciate the humor. Re: A poem - Dragon - 08-24-2010 WOW!!!!  Hi Catenin, so you're the person behind that web site, FANTASTIC!!  I've had a couple of people point me toward it in the past few days and I seriously love it!!! Your poem reflects one of the topics that wanders through here from time to time - that once we have the freedom to make our exit, the pressure to do it seems to relax a little.  Welcome to CSS, Catenin, sorry you're here.  //al Re: A poem - Lurker.In.The.Night - 08-26-2010 I LOVE your site. It's awesome and very intelligently written.  Re: A poem - perpetual darkness - 08-28-2010 Great poem...fantastic website!!!