+- Chronic Suicide Support (https://www.chronicsuicidesupport.com/forum)
+-- Forum: Other Stuff (https://www.chronicsuicidesupport.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?fid=5)
+--- Forum: Third Person Discussion * (https://www.chronicsuicidesupport.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?fid=32)
+--- Thread: Keiichi suffers (/showthread.php?tid=1070)
Keiichi suffers - Keiichi - 01-27-2010
Keiichi suffers day and night, awake and asleep. No matter where Keiichi is he suffers, no matter what he does, he suffers.
Keiichi does not want to suffer anymore.
Keiichi wants to end his suffering by any means.
Keiichi has decided to catch the bus. But Keiichi must wait, for Keiichi is still hesitant about leaving life even though it brings only pain.
Keiichi is always thinking of the mistakes that he has made.
Keiichi has trouble sleeping because all he can think of is his mistakes.
Keiichi has trouble enjoying himself because all he can think of is his mistakes.
Keiichi thinks a coffin looks comfortable.
Keiichi does not like other people. Being around other people or interacting with them makes Keiichi feel anxiety.
Keiichi wants to catch the bus without much pain.
Keiichi does not want to suffer anymore. He really doesn't.
Re: Keiichi suffers - Lurker.In.The.Night - 01-27-2010
Lurker thinks talking in the third person is cool
Lurker thinks Keiichi is being too hard on himself
Lurker feels sad
Keiichi is in pain and wishes there were some way for him to feel better. Lurker gives Keiichi a cookie
Re: Keiichi suffers - So Much So little - 01-28-2010
SMSL wants a cookie.
Re: Keiichi suffers - Cordelia - 01-28-2010
Cordelia feels sad (not sorry) for Keiichi.
Cordelia thinks that Keiichi is wise to wait and be patient though Cordelia
hears how much Keiichi is suffering.
Cordelia has made many mistakes and has many regrets.
for Cordelia it is this mind-gnawing regret which is a cause of suffering.
Cordelia wishes that Keiichi knows that he is not alone in making mistakes.
oh and Cordelia would like a cookie as well!
Re: Keiichi suffers - Keiichi - 01-29-2010
What is it with you guys and cookies?.....
Re: Keiichi suffers - Lurker.In.The.Night - 01-29-2010
Lurker thinks cookies are yummy and full of goodness
Lurker gives out cookies to everybody! ;D Yay cookies!
Re: Keiichi suffers - JenniLynne - 01-29-2010
(01-29-2010, 10:31 AM)Lurker.In.The.Night link Wrote: Lurker thinks cookies are yummy and full of goodness
Lurker gives out cookies to everybody! ;D Yay cookies!
Jenni likes cookies.... Jenni likes all kinds of cookies.... Yum.... Jenni thinks cookies are good....
Peace & :ht:,
Jenni
Re: Keiichi suffers - Dragon - 01-29-2010
The Dragon asks "What's a cookie?"
Pondering, it's a small piece of something sweet - we all need something sweet in our lives.
It's something solid - all of us need that solidity, something that doesn't change every time we look at it.
It's something flavourful - not bland, not 'the same old thing'; they can be tart or lemony or all sort of different flavours. A little variety helps us all.
Sometimes they're sugarcoated - sometimes we need that sugar coating to let us taste life for what it can be and
Sometimes they're plain - just a little something simple to enjoy.
The Dragon really wants a cookie, too.
Re: Keiichi suffers - Cordelia - 01-30-2010
Cordelia is moved by Dragon's wonder of a cookie.
Re: Keiichi suffers - Keiichi - 01-30-2010
Sometimes Keiichi feels just fine, but then other times keiichi feels as if the anguish is crushing.
Sometimes Keiichi has to punch his leg or a table to try and distract himself from his suffering.
Sometimes Keiichi feels heaviness in his body when he feels he is weighed down by his feelings.
Sometimes Keiichi remembers how he used to have friends, good grades, his father, and other things and Keiichi feels negative feelings.